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「世界上七十億人，相遇的機率是微乎其微，從來都不只是遇到他們，還有彼此碰撞的火花，以及燃燒後留下的痕跡。」

－《路過這個世界教我的事》，黃于洋。

讓時間屬於真正重要的人

回顧過往，思緒如潮湧來，2024年於我，是一個重要的轉折點。這一年，不僅在身體狀況上遭遇挑戰，工作情境中也頻添變數，而對信仰的認定更是進入了低谷的深思。這些反覆的挫折讓我看見自己一直循環不止的模式，也促使我下定決心——扎根信仰，翻轉人生，更新觀念。

困難與教訓

過去的一年教會了我一個深刻的道理：人本質上是容易重蹈覆轍的生物，若沒有自律，生命很容易陷入混亂。因此，我選擇以子彈筆記的方式建立規律，讓每一天的生活得以井然有序。這份秩序不僅帶來效率，也賦予了我內心的平靜。

進步與成就

我的生活習慣也隨之改變。從過去夜裡一兩點才入睡的混亂作息，逐步調整為晚上11點上床，早晨6點起身。在這樣的晨光中誠心禱告，生命有了光明的日子，這是我從未體驗過的嶄新看見。贖回光陰，改善狀態，讓我的身心都煥然一新。

不足與方向

然而，今年的不足之處亦清晰可見。在疲憊時，我常不經思考便做出決定，結果往往事與願違。這提醒我，疲倦時應該停下來，放慢步調，經過主的引導再行動。同時，疲憊時，選擇睡眠而非暴飲暴食，也是我需操練的智慧。

放下與前行

邁向新的一年，我決定放下不必要的執著。對於眼下不重要的書籍與目標，對於當下不迫切的事物，我選擇立刻放下，只專注於此刻最重要的事情。放下不是妥協，而是一種聚焦，是讓生命回歸簡單而純粹的過程。

新的認識與悔改

在這段生命旅途中，我對自己有了新的認識：人是肉做的，是可以改變的。即使我的完美主義傾向依然存在，我仍然願意每日悔改、更新奉獻，專注活在當下，做好最重要的事。

「讓時間屬於真正重要的人。」這是我送給自己的提醒，也是新一年邁步的方向。時間如水，唯有讓它灌溉最珍貴的田地，才能收穫豐盛的果實。

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Make Time for the Truly Important People

Reflecting on 2024, my thoughts surge like waves. This year marked a significant turning point. Challenges to my physical health, uncertainties at work, and deep reflections on my faith pushed me to confront long-standing cycles of stagnation. In response, I made a firm decision: to root myself in faith, transform my life, and renew my mindset.

Challenges and Lessons

This past year revealed a profound truth: humans are naturally prone to repeating mistakes, and without self-discipline, life easily spirals into chaos. To address this, I turned to bullet journaling, a simple yet powerful tool that brought structure and clarity to my days. This newfound order enhanced not only my efficiency but also my inner peace.

Progress and Achievements

I’ve transformed my lifestyle. Late nights that stretched until one or two in the morning have given way to a consistent rhythm—in bed by 11 PM and awake at 6 AM. In the quiet morning hours, I now pray, feeling clarity and light fill my spirit. These changes have redeemed my time, bringing renewal to both body and mind.

Shortcomings and Directions

Despite these strides, I’ve faced my shortcomings:

• Impulsive decisions when tired often lead to regret, reminding me to pause, seek the Lord’s guidance, and act with intention.
• Choosing rest over emotional eating when exhausted remains a wisdom I am learning to practice.

These reminders ground me in humility and perseverance as I continue to grow.

Letting Go and Moving Forward

Entering 2025, I’ve decided to let go of unnecessary attachments. Be it books, goals, or tasks that aren’t immediately relevant, I choose to set them aside. This is not compromise—it’s clarity. By focusing on the present, I simplify life and regain energy for what truly matters.

New Understanding and Repentance

Through this journey, I’ve gained deeper insights into myself: humans are flesh, but we are also capable of change. Though perfectionism still lingers, I am learning to repent, renew, and dedicate myself each day, striving to live fully in the present.

The Guiding Principle

“Make time for the truly important people."

This principle will guide my path in the new year. Like water, time flows steadily. By using it to nourish life’s most precious fields—relationships, faith, and purpose—we cultivate abundant fruit. This is the harvest I long for in 2025 and beyond.