Light Seeker | 找到你的光

「 真的，如果現在給我機會報復，我不會傷害他們，會選擇原諒。」

－《路過這個世界教我的事》，黃于洋。

傾倒生命，學會順服使命

我能為你們傾倒什麼呢？這個問題深深觸動了我的心。回想過往，我曾是那個在工作中庸碌疲憊，甚至骨折受傷的人。而如今，我開始明白，自己的獲得與使命，原來早已在神的計劃中被精心預備。

今天，我突然有了全新的體悟：工作不僅是責任，更可以是做自己喜歡的事，讓生命如活水般湧流，成為祝福的滿溢。第一次，我感受到這樣的真實——工作竟能如此享受，如此豐盛。

其實，我的夥伴早就告訴我，我已經準備好了，只是在等待合適的機會而已。他們的鼓勵讓我明白，順服神的旨意，才是最好的回應。於是，我選擇相信，相信每一個臨到的任務都有祂美好的安排，答應了，也就接下了挑戰。

在今天的講座中，我以一種輕鬆自然的方式與學員們互動，像朋友一樣聊天、問答。全場笑聲不斷，氛圍輕快愉悅。我聽著每位學員分享他們的時間管理方式與如何養成原子習慣，感覺自己的靈魂被一種飽和的喜樂充滿，沒有任何失衡的地方。

然而，回想一年前的自己，同樣講著類似的主題，那時的我卻截然不同。我精心準備了二十多張投影片，試圖將所有想講的內容塞滿其中：正確的數據、詳實的研究報告、我的履歷、訓練影片，甚至包括骨折後的恢復過程。我急切地想告訴大家，運動與營養的重要性，想用滿滿的資訊來證明自己的專業。可是那時的我，以自己為中心，結果反而讓自己無從準備，內心滿是壓力。

而今天的不同，在於我選擇放下自我，先關注聽眾的需要。以他們的問題為起點，與他們對話，分享彼此的經驗。整個現場活絡起來，我也從中找到做自己的樣子：真實、自然，沒有虛假，也沒有刻意。這樣的狀態，讓我感到前所未有的享受。

感謝主的帶領，祂的預備讓我可以如此輕鬆地完成使命；感謝夥伴的支持，讓我明白什麼是同行的力量。願我一生都能行在神為我命定的道路上，將天賦恩賜發揮得淋漓盡致！

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Pouring Out Life, Learning to Submit to the Mission

What can I pour out for you? This question resonates deeply with me. Looking back, I used to be burdened and drained by mundane tasks, even suffering a fractured bone along the way. But now, I’ve come to understand that everything I’ve received and every mission entrusted to me has long been part of God’s meticulous plan.

Today, I’ve gained a new perspective: work isn’t merely a duty—it can also be a source of joy, a conduit through which life flows like living water, overflowing as a blessing to others. For the first time, I truly felt this—work can be both fulfilling and abundant.

My colleagues have often told me I was ready and simply waiting for the right opportunity. Their encouragement opened my eyes to the truth that submitting to God’s will is the best response I could give. So I chose to trust in His plan, believing that every task is part of His beautiful arrangement. Saying yes to the challenge felt like an act of faith, and I embraced it.

During today’s seminar, I connected with the participants effortlessly, as if chatting with friends. We shared questions and laughter, creating a light and joyful atmosphere. Listening to their experiences with time management and building atomic habits filled me with a deep, saturated joy—one that brought balance and peace to my soul.

Reflecting on myself a year ago, I realize how much I’ve changed. Back then, I painstakingly prepared over twenty slides, determined to showcase everything—accurate data, research reports, my résumé, training videos, and even my recovery journey from a fracture. I tried to overwhelm my audience with information, eager to prove my expertise. Yet, by focusing on myself, I ended up feeling unprepared and crushed by pressure.

Today was different. I chose to let go of my ego and prioritize the needs of the audience. Starting with their questions, I created a dialogue and shared experiences. The room came alive, and in doing so, I discovered my authentic self—genuine, natural, and unforced. This new approach brought me a sense of enjoyment I had never experienced before.

I am profoundly grateful for the Lord’s guidance, His preparation that allowed me to carry out my mission with ease. I am also thankful for my colleagues, whose support showed me the power of walking together. My prayer is that I may continue to walk the path God has laid out for me, fully embracing and realizing the gifts He has given me.