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What’s your favorite month of the year? Why?

This morning something small happened, but it touched me deeply.
While I was making my coffee, I looked at the big yearly plan on my wall. Normally I walk past it and never read it, but while waiting for the coffee beans, I stopped. I started reading the three strategies I wrote at the beginning of the year, and suddenly so many memories came back.

I realized the Lord has been guiding me through each small progress — my social media plan, my clients, the lesson system. I saw so much grace, quietly hidden in my steps.

So when I asked myself, “Which month do I love the most?” the answer suddenly became clear:
it’s November.

This month always gives me a deep peace, and today I finally understood why.

My recent injury made me cancel several appointments. It forced me to slow down. I prayed more. I talked with the Lord more. And surprisingly, I talked with my own body more. I listened to her pain and realized how I’ve treated her, how I pushed and forgot her limits.

The slowing down made me see what my spirit needs most right now:
quiet and breath.

Not rushing.
Not pushing.
Just a little space to let my whole being come back together.

November feels like a soft blanket.
The sky looks different.
The wind feels gentle.
The sunlight is shorter, but more precious.
The trees turning yellow make me pause.
Even the cold weather makes me breathe slower and softer.

And in this quiet month, I’m learning how to treat myself differently.
I want to walk a little slower.
Prepare things with more care.
And if a project is too fast for me, I want to be honest with my clients and tell them my real pace. If they can walk with me, that’s beautiful. If not, it’s okay — we can cooperate next time.

This is what November teaches me.
It’s a month that helps me rest, recover, and see how much the Lord has carried me through this year. And writing this down, my heart feels peaceful again.